instead of solving the problem, a large number of people decide to run away from problems, i used to be one of them, not like problem phobia but at least, i don like to face the truth, just like a coward. . . im so happy tat my sister has finally being at home, we'd been talking so much when the first night she at home, but it was more like the chance of encouraging me how to solve the problems fearlessly. . . i think she found tat im being stuck by reality.
im learning to be brave,
dare to be free,
dare to be alone,
im not goin to prove anything for my sister,
but just times will tell. . . keep it up!!

these are some photo shoot from my clubbing night. . .
and the right person is a need to make the night have fun.
u know wat, i just don like smoking anymore, tats no other reason for not doing it anymore, i just don miss the feeling of smoking. . .

im sick. . .
i started to accept something tat is not perfect,
its really depends on how u gonna deal with letting go,
sometimes, the more u let it go,
the more u will get in the end. . .

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常常因為努力尋找'愛',
而把'自己'弄丟了. . .

i feel like unsure what am i doing,
im planning to leave. . .

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sloppy keith

im living in the world tat only talking about. . .
in or out,
hot or not,
rich or poor,
LV or PRADA. . .

Beautiful gone, fascinating gone. . .
Perhaps, they’ve never been here before,
What lefts of me?
My dad always said, “A little barrier, treat it as a motivation, a bigger barrier, treat it as a bigger motivation.”
He met before, he did distress before.
I embrace the notion all the times,
When things constantly breaking me down,
I have these expressions pushing me back,
Stable my emotion, and keep on my way.
i tried, i cried, i learned, i got. . .
It's cool to have the courage of one’s convictions.
Sometime things just don going according to plan,
So wat’s the point to plan?
People spent their whole life to earn money,
It would be exhausted to chase money,
If money is your hope for independence you will never have it, the only real security tat a man will have in tis world is a reserve of knowledge, experience, and ability.
Tis is wat I thougt after dating wit some of the rich guys...
money can pick up the bill but can't buy your attitude. .

at this moment,
i got what u mean. . .

isn't she gorgeous? she is so oh-my-god-damn-stunning!!

sunday morning, the mood of not willing to wake up. . . its true, there is nowhere better than my house, dogs are barking, birds are singing, washing mashine is working. . .i feel so. . clean. . .

wat a good feeling to have someone to accompany with when the night is turning me down. . .
i called someone out to just have a walk around with me aimlessly at clarke quay tat night, somewhere i keen to go for so long. . .its nice to have u, many thanks. .

as my colleagues strongly invite to go clubbing tat night, i don hav any excuse to skip tat, we went to zouk, its not bigger than kl but theres a lot of hot chic over there. . . and the environment is kinda impressed me.

im wondering where the hell is my bravery, apparently i became a coward somehow and dare not to take any risks again, what wrong with me?. . . only god will know, anyway, i should be self-awareness, tat im not as good as i used to think i am. . . sometimes people really don buy your thought and i cant help changing their mind into they way i am. . . too bad, im dare not to make a difference. . . u wont understand wat im talking about, i supposed. . .

if u wan to know how your life is going to turn out,
u just have to know where u're heading to. . .

lonely is when u try not to be lonely. . .

這世界上有很多人壞掉了,
可是卻沒人修理. . .

how is my new eyebrow?
i find tat there is a bit too thin for me and made me more like a girl.i don like tat . .mm. . .anyway, most of my colleague told me i look smarter abd fresher, whatever. . .

i refused to go for clubbing last night. . . and i spent the night with tv, surprisingly, i watch tis movie at home, its simple and moving. . .

i hope to be one of them. . .~^

"人生好短，多傻也只是那么一下下"
i stole it from my frens blog. . .

i have a wonderful family with full of love, my mom and dad love each other so much and they gave us a postive expectation in marriage. . .tis is my sister and her husband, and their happiness is a good example for everyone who r desiring for marriage. . .meanwhile, there is some unanswerable questions existing in my mind constattly, could i be the one? i do admit tat im looking for perfect relationship everytime, and tats the way cause me upset. . . cos nothing is perfect in tis world, so tat we need a partner to fill the rest. . .for all those people who always think about divorse, i have a question to ask. . when there is a problem happenned, y the first thing in yr mind is divorce? y don u try to figure it out? and solve it together? i know im not fit to say tat. . .well, whatever. i just think tat things will getting worse if people start thinkin tat divorese is such a common thing nowadays. . .

kiss me faster,
before u got a beer belly,
and lost all your hair. ^

the ice mocha is tasty. . .
the environment is comfortable. . .
the song is my favaurite. . .
the wheater is fine. . .
wat a beautiful day!! ^~^

"gay is like a rainbow,we might be disappeared for while but we will never fades."
someone told me tis. . .

真相很簡單,複雜的是人性. . .

finally, i got back to my house. . .
its a good feeling to stay under the shelther,
cos home is where the heart is.
i'd been putting myself into the state of yes/no last night,
(whether should i go clubbing)
and i asked my fren to help making up my mind,
of cos, tats y i ask her, she gave me the answer tat im looking for,
and i went for clubbing doubtlessly. . .
the party was fun and i enjoyed it. . .
but behind the fantastic, its my loneliness. . .
i see the vanity of pleasure,
and i started to miss u. . .
should human being be self-reflection after the every mistakes?
would u just let it be, or let it sink deeper?
the likelihood is low if people would do it. .
in fact, i'm not going to rooted in your own rightness,
why should i bother the things tat u think its right?
nevertheless, being wrong is a risk,(but its acceptable cos i'm sagitarius)
but some risks have a future.
some people might think tat is wrong,
well, i think being right may be like walking backwards proving where u've been,
at least,
i know what am i doing. . .
sometimes, hope may be a little less than expected,
but it's better than none,
if i'm wrong,
just let me be wrong. . .