it seems like annother silent night tat i can't stand with. . . sometimes, thngs just can't fulfil wat we want them to, well, i'm sayin' crap. . .
sigh. . .i've been thinkin' of how to get over all the things ASAP, our former compromise has become an endless sorrow, and my blood gonna running cold when all the memories flashed through my mind. . . i think i 'd made a right decision, i choose to live without u.
friendship is kind of the thing tat i used to care the most, but sometimes things always turn u down when u've already believe it in depth. . . i do understand tat most of the people would chose to live without their best frens rather then their behalf, and none of them could really handle the balancing of standing in between, but at the same time, i do feel a bit dissapointed bout why can't we share the same thought, and blinded by the objection of their behalf, i do a bit feel like our friendship doesn't cost a thing but their behalf's jeolousy, I've been keeping up with it in the hopes that it would get good. I really hated all that bullshizz and was sure that I was going to give up ... this is the things tat i really unable to sort out, well now. . .truth be told, things just getting cooler and cooler.
things ain't tat bad for keith cos his sister already bought him a D&G jacket and goin' to send it to him very soon, LOL. . .i can't wait to wear on it and dare i say keith is gonna showin off around orchard road in the next minutes he got it!!

wat a shock! i met hebe and selina at burberry tat day, and all i can see on their face is. . . . a thick make up.

i didnt go home after work, and i was walking around on the road aimlessly. . . just feel like don wan to go home. . .im a stray cat.

is there anybody know wat am i thinking? i hope so. . .

today has gone, still, i've been rushin' like hell a whole day, and it does reduce my ridiculous, nonsence thought in mind, people will keep their mind blank at da moment, its good though, less thought, less troubles, more concentration.
i still remember wat my boss told me in the first sight, " oh my god! u exactly look like a kiddo, can u be more mature?" i was like, ' so y u hired me?" haha!! but anyway, i think its time for me to hav an extreme make over after went thru so many years of kiddo look. mm. . . the more issue u experienced, the better u would be. i got a lot in my working area and urm. . . not too bad but a bit stress. . . everything has many faces, ppl are not as good/bad as how they look, mm. . . same as me~^

slow down yr step, and u will see the true color of the world. . .
i was drowning in the sunset,
and knockin' on the heaven's door. . .

yeah, tis is the perfume tat ive been lookin for so long, mm. . . it smells like heaven, its so unforgettable and meaningful. . .

there is bus coming, there is bus going. . . but no matter the bus is gone, there still be another bus coming. .
tis is the best shot i took recently, and i think tat different ppl will get different meaning from it.

have a wonderful afternoon with veron tat day. . .

vivienne westwood

roberto cavalli
versace
yohji yamamoto
emporio armani

john galliano



alexander mcqueen

in creative jobs certificates have no value
if you are good, you will make it
if you have a certificate but your work sucks? who cares, no one will hire you!

quote by. . . a magazine photographer

singapore time 1:52am, exhausted, my soul is about to rush me to go on bed right now but my heart is not willing to, i was sitting in the mrt a couple of hours ago, and i've been observing the every little action of the people in the train, i more like compare myself to each others. . .and i find it too tough for me to step into tis circle. . . i would die to get myself bk to school life again if i could, but i got me lost. . . i really have no idea about wat should i take, its not about wat courses should i take its about. . . wat should i do now, im the person who cant just like the other ppl doing the same thing evryday, just like a dumb robot, i feel like on the edge everytime. . . something tat i miss and i 'miss' is my passionate, my passion to dream, i still remember the smile on my face when i was playing piano, i crave to get it bk. sometimes, comparison is the enemy of ppl, im one of them. . . and i hate it. . .

who the hell is tis?!! i mean da photographer, i just love his work so much!

Made a wish, I can dream
I can be what I want to be
Not afraid to live my life
And fulfil my fantasies
I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life
You helped me find my paradise
When you came I saw
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far
Reaching out, for the highs
You inspired me to try
I felt the magic inside
And I felt that I could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life
'Cos when you came you were my
Sunshine through my window
That's what you are
My shining star
Sunshine
Making me feel like
I'm on top of the world
Telling me I'll go far
You are the calm
I am the storm
You are the breeze that carries me on
When I said a truth
You wink at me
You're there for me


everytime i heard tis song, i would start to memorize the time when u still callin me. . . sunshine.