Sunday, December 31, 2006

2007. . . .
my bizzare countdown celebration for 2007. . .
which is. . .no celebration.
i was sitting on the bus, and on my way bk. . .
without any firework, party, costume, joyful. . .
but a long long journey. . .
the silent night kept me into the state of. . . deep thought.
wat hav i done in this year?
all the thingd ive met. . .
how good was it? how bad was it?
but, ultimately. . . they're gone. . .
just look at wat i have now,
instead of focusing on wat u don hav,
i think we should thinkin about wat are havin now.
people use 3 to 4 years to earn a piece of certicicate
and i said, i use 2 years to learn these lessons. . .
cherish and face to reality.
i spent to 2 years to chase for the dream tat never come true.
and now, i wont be the same again. . .

Saturday, December 30, 2006

my lovely samuel!!!
i afraid i hav no chance to see u shortly as eventually u went back to US. . .
mm. . .
i miss u, yr grandpa and grandma will be missing u either. . .
and i promise u i will go to find u ASAP ok??
learn to walk faster ya!!

yr uncle

everything done cannot be undone. . .
sometimes u r lookin for sth,
but u might not end up with it. . .
mm. . .
i believe in karma

Monday, December 25, 2006

(Sub) Utada Hikaru - Final Distance

i like it
apart of love relationship,
there are another things for us to chase for. . .
its not about who u r,
its about who u wan to be. . .
there will be if something is meant to be.
and i somehow find that,
sometimes there is a need to know the meaning of. . .
to have, but not to hold. . .
a bit tired after the nonstop party night. .
the party was so fun,
every one showed up and we just had a great time hanging out with one another.
i do admit tat
im da person who is easy to get high,
but easy to get da blue feeling as well. . .
althouh there are so many frens askin me to stay over night again,
but i've already make up my mind.
i wan to go back.
mm. . . .
one of the main reason is. . . .
my sister is going back to US soon,
and im not going to miss any change to be with her. . .
i feel great to be at home^^
i felt fragile last night,
without any reason. . .
and i feel like need somebody to take me home. . .
but in the end.
i got back by myself,
and i found tat its not tat hard to get back by myself,
hmm. . . i'm so proud of u, keith. . .

Friday, December 22, 2006

OMG, its so amazing!! perhaps will chalker and gemma ward will be mynext top model. . .
my 21-year-old birthday party. . .
tis is the first time i celebrated my birthday, and doing tis so called birthday party, actually it just like a gathering with my closest frens, but yet, tis is the most happiest day of tis year. . .
sometime, ppl spent almost a thousand to celebrate a b'day party, but i feel like it more like a show-off-party, and i don think they get back wat they'd paid,
i didnt spend too much money for tis party(cos they paid all the bill), but i'm sure tat i hav an unforgettable b'day party tat everybody chase for. . . ^^
for this thanksgiving day, i hope everybody will find their own happiness, and happy always!!
singing karaoke with him. . . havin ice mango with ivy, it shaped weird but taste like heaven!!
tis is my favaurite thai restaurant + chill-out-heaven

Thursday, December 21, 2006

i have no idea when did veron become a rich gal!!
tis Tommy Hifilger clothe cost her 600++ singapore dollars!!
i can tell she is really really havin a good time with her boo ^^
i keep launching ain my room. . . .
it'd been a long time i didnt sleep on my bed.
comfortable. . .

tis is the ex-keith^^
and he had a hair cut. . . .
tis is his new look
here is he!!!!!

i used to hav some secret with tis boat. . .
its another party night again!! with one of my devotion--ziqi--^^
alcohol is something i couldn't live without

there are a lot of fun in my holiday. . .

my frens, they still are my frens. . .


my holiday make tis lil keith lazier than before. . .

Monday, December 18, 2006

it's quite easy to tell tat veron is havng a good time with her boo. . .
tis is veron's latest look^^


i found tis at orchard road. . . damn cute!!

i've made a decision.
and still wondering where will this decision guide me to. . .
but at least, i did it.
these couple of weeks,
everything becomes motionless,
and silently. . .
i like tis feeling,
i like december. . .
my birthday is coming soon,
after my birthday. . . is my favorite festival - x'mas -
mm. . . too many wishes, too few birthday in a year.
too many things not yet been done,
too many thanksgiving-friends have to chill out,
too little money to go shopping. . .
ha ha. . .
mm. . . .
my sister is leaving soon. . .
and the time we meet next time would be -- 4 years. . .
i miss her a lot. .
i like my sister. . . .
a little bit blue,
and i think it's becos of the non-stop-rain.
tats is one of the reasons why i like dec so much.
im saying crap!!!!
i feel like already found my boat and gonna start my voyage in any minutes. . .
wish me *0^

Friday, December 15, 2006

Nelly Furtado - Say It Right (AMA Performance)

malaysian+american+vietnamise+french=. . . .

my sister told me , ' he makes my life couldn'y be happier. . ."

Sunday evening . . . fine rain. Glumly mood. I drove my damn lousy car to lychee’s house. She was like having a baby as she just got a new puppy, Neko recently. . . typically, we had our dinner together and I’d keep her updated about my latest stories. . . she did changed a lot. Either do i. but ultimately it was quite easy to tell the word ‘simple’ on her face. . . and I think tat’s the reason for why she is able to keep her life in tat way ( I mean simple with happiness). . .
Whatever. . .
After tat. I bought my dad’s favorite biscuit for him . . . ,
We started to enjoy the biscuit when we were watching the movie – click- at tat night
I was keep looking at my dad and mom. They were eating my biscuit. The biscuit tat I bought for them . . . and there was full of satisfaction came out at the same time they were having my biscuit. .and the conclusion is. . . doing something tat really because of your parents will make u feel like . . . fulfilling and pleasure. I absolutely feel incredible for being at home. . .
Ok. Let’s back to the topic. . . the movie – click –
I bought this dvd for a couple of months ago but now i only have my own times to watch it. .
It is touching, appealing and meaningful. . and it brought out some thought in my mind. . .
Cherish the life and don skip any chapter of your life
People live. , people died
We born. We lived. We died . . . we born to live . . . but we are not live to died.
The main role – Michael- who is an architect , is a typical workaholic. . . he spent his entire life to work and almost spent no time with his family. One day. He somehow got an universe remote control from an odd old man. And his life is changed. Everything is under his control. He can skip all the scenes he don like. He doesn’t even have to go through all the stupid sickness, traffic jam, and quarrel anymore. All he has to do is just click the remote control
But, unfortunately. The more times he’d click the remote control. The faster for him to get old . . . he misses a lot of memories. . he don even know when his father has died. When did her daughter get marriage And he is extremely regretted in the end. . . he want his life back because he don wan to miss the every things of his life. . .
Doing something that wont make u feel regret when u are still young. . .
Some people will say
Less expectation. Less disappointment
And I think tat people will think in tat way because they put their expectation in the wrong place. Put it in some place where there is really worthy to wish for. . .
People are always getting upset when the outcome is not as the same as the effort they gave. . .
But let’s think about it.
U can put so much effort on work or study.
The more effort u gave. The better result u will get.
But love is kind of the thing tat u cannot expect the outcome will be equal with the effort that u gave.
Pleas be concentrate in something that worthy for u to work hard.
And u will find no regret in the end. . .

Friday, December 08, 2006

im leaving. . .

still don know whether can come bk to tis city or not. . .
although i keep sayin i don like kl. . .
its a good thing for me i think,
to say goodbye to my sadness,
my pass,
my foolish,
my self-indulgent,
my exhausted,
my waiting,
my loneliness,
my sunshine,
my alarm,
my frens,
my desire,

my craving,
my expectation,
my disappointment,
my smokaholic,
my night life,

my hours of darkness,
my on the way,
my red box,
my mushroom soup,
my messy hair,
my angel,
my soul,
my personality,
my imagination,
my self-indulgence. . . .
i leave all these things here and looking forward to visit them in my future.
Bye, but miss. . .

faking a smile.
l was talking to you
Did you know
l was tired of feeling the blue
So I thought of the sun
And l thought of the rain
Thought of the weather what it's doing today
I wanna sit around waiting for nothing
I wanna walk around feeling down
l wanna get that silly high on cigarettes
I wanna spin about round and round

waiting is kind of the hardest thing tat nothing can compare with. . .
it's harder than i thought. . .
because im waiting something tat would never ever come.
and i'm already. . . . torn.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

forgive me. . .
my weakness. . .
i'm. . . kind of give up. . .
i stay until now because of my trust. . .
but i lost it. . .
i really need a break. . .
thanks for giving me all the good things. . .
i will keep in mind. . . and never let it go.
don worry all of my friends. . .
i just too tired. . .
and need a long long sleep. . .

Sunday, December 03, 2006

a typical sagittarius. . .
keep it up britney!
i miss someone,
suddenly, accidentally, surprisingly, aimlessly. . .
hav a chat wit bernice just now,
and i feel like im just like a helpless cat mow~ing for help,
i find myself pigeonholed, and not easy to get out.
she said tat i hav totally changed my attitude in love after end up my last relationship,
i'm afraid and not easy to trust in someone.
and keep changing the un-destination ship bcos i don know where tis ship gonna lead me to.
the more insecure i found, the faster i make the first move.
correct. . . she got the point,
i totally forgot hows the feeling of being with my first. .
tat passionate,
tat simple,
tat smile,
and tat confidence. . .
but i just cant pretend like it has nothing happenned on me before,
i. . . aih. . . . .
what should i do?

Saturday, December 02, 2006

i met a guy. . .
and he made my life upside down. . .
i finally got da feelin,
ya, it's tat feelin i've been chasing for ages,
it somehow arised in my heart, and i feel so good.
veron said tat she don hav too many expression changing on her face after went through the previous relationship, i hav tat feelin recently. . .
we r not easy to laugh like mad,
or cry like a beggar. . .
we are learning to use one expression to face all the things. . .
no matter how bad was it, or how good was it. . .
we find ourselves. . . peace in our mind.
like a silent lake,
like a lonely street. . .
we all came from a fragile line,
and i feel like i'm a. . .
broken doll?. . . but still smilling.
is it considered beautiful?. .
ya, it think it is beautiful. .
thanks for all the past. . .for bringing us our heartbreak. . .
to make us beutiful.
The Blower's Daughter

i like tis song. . . the soundtrack of 'closer'
Morning Runner - Oceans

i like tis mv. . .without any reasons. . .