Tuesday, November 28, 2006

i miss a test. . .
i miss a test. . .
i miss a test!!!!
i'm totally dreaming tis few days and didn't realise tat we have a test on monday afternoon.
wat the hell am i doin'? stupid me must be doin' something tat i couldn't care less. i feel extremely stress and can't breathe ezily right now. gosh......... stop dreamin' keith orelse u would be kicking out from college cos of yr laziness very sooner, i'm totally crazy!! @#$%$&*% !! it's really freakin' me out!!

i've been so long for not going out with her, Charlotte, we truly were happy together once-upon-a-time but sometime things just don work out, however,still, we bothhave no regret with it, and i think she is doing well recently and have a good time for being with her boo. without any pressure or embarrass, we feel great to meet each other. . .and here are something i wan to say to her
" Never look back, but we look forward the every coming-next, you were my first love, and i'll never ever forget you, i just want u to be happy, no matter to be with me, or without. . .keep it up!! cheerz^^"

Sunday, November 26, 2006



I came to tell you
How it all began
Nothing seems to work out right
I'm broken down again
So hold me now
And say it's not forever
Maybe someday
In time

Things will go my way
Things will go my way

I've pushed to get through
The crowds in twisted souls
Just to find I'm right back here
Doing what I'm told
So take my hands
Don't let me surrender
'Cuz maybe someday
Yeah, in time

Things will go my way
Things will go my way

For all the lies
I've tasted
Just looking for the truth
For all the dreams I'm chasing
Well what am I to do
When everything's against me
The answers are all wrong
I'm hoping that I'll find out
It was worth it all along

So hold me now
And say it's not forever
Maybe someday
In time

rock it out!!


You left me with goodbye and open arms
A cut so deep I don't deserve
You were always invincible in my eyes
The only thing against us now is time

Could it be any harder to say goodbye and without you
Could it be any harder to watch you go, to face what's true
If I only had one more day

I lie down and blind myself with laughter
A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing
And now I wish that I could turn back the hours
But I know I just don't have the power

Could it be any harder to say goodbye and without you
Could it be any harder to watch you go, to face what's true
If I only had one more day

I'd jump at the chance
We'd drink and we'd dance
And I'd listen close to your every word
As if it's your last, I know it's your last
'Cause today, oh, you're gone

Could it be any harder
Could it be any harder
Could it be any harder to live my life without you
Could it be any harder, I'm all alone, I'm all alone

Like sand on my feet
The smell of sweet perfume
You stick to me forever,baby
I wish you didn't go
I wish you didn't go
I wish you didn't go away
To touch you again
With life in your hands
It couldn't be any harder

i just can't stop photographing, here are some of my works. . . not yet to be profesional but. . . i've already addicted in it. . .^^

im saying nonsense

distance tears us apart,
but on the contrary,
distance remind us to remember,
communicate shorten our distance,
but the more you communicate,
the more misunderstanding you will find in the end.
you cry because you sad,
you smile because you pleased,
but it's better than you still have to smile as you are sad,
or you crave to cry but there is no tear coming out.

Friday, November 24, 2006

just woke up in the morning, still havent had my blunch, but feeling great of the sunshine!!

I created a Slide Show! Check it out!

Thursday, November 23, 2006

isn't it cute??!!!

mellow mellow mellow.!!!!!

sometimes, i feel that puppy is so much better than human. . .

Monday, November 20, 2006

No where to start . . .

it was a raining night, he was sitting beside me . . . and holding my hand. . .

I used to think that all the things happened would just far away from me lastly, foolish. . .

Still, I have the same feeling toward him . . . yeah, all I scared about is everything will still be the same, that’s mean, no change. . . I make no any changes after so many times I try hard to give up. I just don’t. . .

One of my friends told me that how pathetic I am to meet a guy like him, he caused me hard to get over it and not easily fall in love again. He still sticks with me and never let me go. . .

And I think, is it considered pathetic or auspicious?

Undeniable, we had a wonderful time before, something that not easy to let go . . .

Should I hate him for ruining my life? Or should I appreciate it for giving me such a wonderful moment. . .

"Flame to dust,

Lovers to friends,

Why do all good things come to an end?"

Let go with smiling?

Or bend down my knee with tearing?

I find no other ways to deal with it. . .

I bear not to see your shadow of leaving.

So I dare not to turn back. . .

Goodbye and . . . . The best wishes for your wedding. . .

let's see what i brought back from Singapore!
check it out!!

how u think about this?. . . when i tell u it cost for $4000?

i L.O.V.E. mrt!!

the decoration is fabulous and fascinating!! when do we start to decor??

latest updated!! Vivo City, which is located at harbour front, facing sentosa is one of the most attractive point for us to go, it provides sea view as well.

one of the most important things for singaporean.

one of a 'must' for shopping in orchard road, u can see a lot of uncles selling it.


DBS is reasy for christmas!!

me against the music

my sassy lychee!! hot! sexy! gorgeous!!

lychee and wen wen!!

should i buy this??

wen wen and ivy sharing a weird shape mango ice!

one of my favaurite place in Singapore!!

should i buy this 2??

i miss Singapore, hope to go there shortly and go more places, two days is really not enough for me as the christmas sale is approaching, see ya singapore!!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

a special gift

guess what? i received an exremely cool and special gift from alvin just now, it's something that u couldn't expect until you got it, it's a ~~~~~~ TOOTHBRUSH!!! i think it is awesome to receive this kind of gift, in fact, i bet nobody else would buy me a toothbrush of my lifetime. haha, actually it was because he found that my ex-toothbrush was just like a messy grass and nobody would still keep using it(but me), so he bought me this unique gift! haha!it's really feeling good to brush my teeth with this brand-new-oralB toothbrush! thanks ya!!

i want to buy this jacket!!!
where the hell is it?!!
no matter how expensive it is,
no matter how far it is,


everybody's changing. . .

this is why people keep breaking the promise,

no one should be blame, no one did anything wrong.

the only thing that wouldn't be changed is

changing. . .

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

WHO IS THIS NERD?!! HAHA, is me. . . it was so so so hot today( i mean the whether ^^), i somehow fell that i've already found myself, what am i supposed to do, and who am i suppposed to be, i've been follow my heart to do whatever i wan for ages though, but, instint always not a good guide for me, there are a thousand ppl asked me, " why don't u study design? you are such a designer material!" thanks for their concern and comment, but i really know what i want and nobodyelse does, i need something new, what the points to learn a thing that u hav already knew? i like to learn new stuff in different field, i need something to balance my life, sometimes people will spent their lifetime to learn one thing and to be kinda expert on it, but i prefer learn different thing in different way but expert in none of them. no other reason, just because i am who i am, you are who you are, i'm not going to change your life and so do u. . .
i miss my dad and mom suddenly. . .

it's raining season. . .
and i like rainy day,

especially fine rain. . .


alvin came and fetch me to college today, surprisingly, i realised that i'm not tat in hatred of sunlight, on the contrary, it's warm and pleasing. . .
i like morning.

i took tis pic from his car. . .

it is a good feeling to wake up early, u can see the sunshine, u can breathe the fresh air, birds are singing, women are jogging. . .
all these scenes would delight your mood of the day. ^~^

Sunday, November 12, 2006

starbuck time!!!

conclusion, i had a good time with bernice at that blue saturday night, of cos, our conversation isn't as narrow as tis DIY's comic, we talk a lot, and i always got a lot after finish chatting with her, there are a few things alike between me and she, not only personality but also some thought, anyway, we met a gorgeous hot guy who is working in starbuck, he is...wow!!the mixture of daniel wu and edison chan, and he made my saturday night not to be too suck, thanks mr. starbuck! lol!

( actually i prefer having a nice chill out night with frens than clubbing, cigratte, ice blended mocha, the right person, the right mood, no interruption, sofa music(or without music), warm light, fresh air, and smilling keith. . .)

Friday, November 10, 2006

i hav really no idea about why some of the people always emphasizes the word 'gay', 'lesbian', he is top or bottom, she is butch or. . . whatever. is it really important? will u guys call normal people 'normal people'? i think tis is noncense! Apperance is just a shell, all we chasing for is a soul to be in touch, we are all human living in tis world, but y can't we love each other? love as in. . . don hurt each others. . although it seems like homosexual is getting common compare to the past, like so many seemingly mundane issues in our country though, commonality doesn't mean no controversy. it so called the noncense within noncense. there is
no gay,
no straight,
in this world.
but just human










Wednesday, November 08, 2006

as request, i post my recent photo for u. . .

there will be more coming out next!!

Saturday, November 04, 2006

yeah!! its dragon xiao long bao time!!

i'm goin to hav my favaurite lamen!! look at the wall, isn't it cool?! can i move tis to my room?

mr. alvin is enjoyin the feelin of dating with me(i guess) haha!!

here we go!! my lamen and my favaurite dessert!! the dessert was damn damn damn tasty and sweet!!

after tat we went to watch movie, its. . . scary movie!!! mm. . . well i wont repel it but yet not eager to watch it, haha!!mm. . . its a nice feelin for being wit him actually, he just like a child and don hav too much worried as intricate as adult, at least. he always show his simple and trouble-free in front of me. A strict, demanding manager was goin back to simple tat night. . . but if u asked me whether i've already fall in love? and my answer would be . . .not yet to be.

u know, waiting will cause me 'mistook' a lot of vain picture, hehe!!!

lovely keith!!

i dressed-up myself and ready to hav fun out there!!

Friday, November 03, 2006

he came and fetch me back today. . . and i was damn damn damn hungry!!

i said im eager to drink ice mocha suddenly. . .

yeah! i got wat i wan!!

i like the every simple thing, i feel happy with just a very little thing, ya, tats me, tat simple. . .


in the same day, another guy told me tat he like me. . . correct, tis guy is the one who help me to repair my glasses. . . mm. . . perhaps, i'm not able to choose whatever i wan but i just put it to the star. . . everything will be arranged for me and i don even hav to worry about it. . . ya, i'm complicated, but u just hav no idea wat i'm thinkin now. . . u just don!
my heart is stolen