the street became a lil bit lonely, people has gone to bed i guess. . . im sitting at my balcony and going to hav a lil chat with inside-of-me before going to bed. . . moody feelin stepped in silently without any sign,
i might get used to it for ages, life has turned out like how u treat it as, u r what u see r. . . i hav a big curiosity about how u think about me,
would u spare 3 secs on such an undecribeable person like me who still ringing u up for god sakes shamelessly? wat i hav expected wasn't yr prospect on me, or any
incredible promise. . . people might dont get it but i knew wat was i doing is just beggin a hope. . for me.
people changed, situation changed either, every moment i try to escape from myself, cos the true me has lied on me as well,
i fall asleep in the dark, and why do i wake up in the dark still?. . . perhaps i never wake up . . .stop it.
finished watchin movie with my brother a few hours ago, laugh insanely but my heart just doesnt seem the same with wat i've shown on my face, it seem like not
tat easy to shake those memories. . . i left my blue in my room, but there will always be there no matter how great my day was,
another thankful of my brother's passionate in tryin hard to open my heart although he eventually failed, blame it on me cos i've lost the key to open it.
i was questioning myself how long do i still wan to be the same again, cos i don wan to. . . badly, im alive, i should hav do whatever i wish for and get it done asap,
i hav a wish list, i still hav hope. . . somepeople might think im emotional but i think i hav more hopes than anyone else,
i know u can make it and make yourself proud, make it for your parents, for yourself, for a better u. . .