such a lost. . . its really been a while for being sad, i still remember i was so in touch with him in brokeback mountain, i cant help sobbing at the last scene as he looking at the pics and crying. . . and now he has dead in reality, what the hell is that? im absolutely heartbreaking. . . .

tragic, im deeply saddened and shocked by this accident, is suicide the only way? god knows. . . .
we will be missing u, heath ledger. . .