its 11:45pm, i took the last train to go back my home with full of unwillingness,
guess tis is not the first time i take the last train,
the feelin is like. . . cold but beautiful,
kinda get used to going back with an exhausted body,
so tat i can straight away fall asleep without spending time to think nonsence, absolutely nonsence,
and i finally got to know how could my sister earn such a big buck last time. . .
cos u will find yr heart hav nowhere to put in,
so u only can spend time on yr job. . .
when we found tat the thing is too easy to hold, we tend to overlook it,
we always look forward the one with more challenging and risky,
we like to take risk,
cos we like to bet on miracle and make impossible possible,
again and again.
but i hav tried, fallen from heaven to hell,
cos ive fallen in love with a devil. . .
sacrifice, does it work nowadays?
life is like fallin down and getting up again,
and the changing is when we were young, there is someone who always beside us,
tats our parents. . .
but now, they might not always beside us, some of us hav already learnt the lessons, some of them will,
but it takes longer, tats me. . .
how i wish i could surrender my soul sometimes,
i screamed out loud,
but there is no sound,
and from tat moment, i know tat tears and pain will make no difference,
i got to stand up. . .
im livin in a city with only black and white,
and a lil bit grey, but they always get isolated. . .
job opportunities and money is wat all about,
don't they need love?
maybe they are just doin wat they hav to do. . .