im sick and in the state of nobody taking care of, its actually ok for me cos i always take care of myself since i was 13, the most tough part is loneliness, my dad and mom is not around me and they are so far away from here, anyway, i can live with my own, (just feel like it would be better if they are here), i took some medicine, took a nap, woke up, and watched ocean 12 when i have nothing better to do. . .freezing my sofa off, stick with the tv, and the most sucky part is, my car is spoilt!!