i think im getting older and older, i went for my frens birthday party and, of course, it was a night with full of alcohol and cigaratte, but i didnt smoke although they keep seducing me like devils, and the next day is like a half-death body keep forcing himself to move, not to be unconciousness but its like dreaming all day long, gosh......i ve never had this feeling when i was young!! where is my energy?!! sigh.....