i truly understand tat peeking is not a behavior human being suppose to have, but we always hav a thousand reasons for doing tis,
okay, i read my moms diary, its nothing specific but ordinary just like every housewife does, wats in it? its all regarding about us,
mom wrote down all the happiness moment we've been through, with all our pictures we took when travelling, i think she is the one among tis family
who will keep our family photos in the diary, i saw the pictures when i was like about 10 years-old, frankly, in tat moment, i eventually understand
wat does family mean, how does family fill u up and make u complete, wat a good feeling to have someone would stick with u always and no matter how
far they gonna be, they still yours, and your partner, the one u always be with and share the sweetness and sourness with u, life could be a lot of oops, a lot of down,
but when u look at your partner, u will feel tat, no matter how hard situation gonna be, at least, u r not alone. . .
tats wat family make u complete, its 1:30am, i just cant turn my brain off, human tend to cherish all the momeries when they are about to lose it,
yea, true, i always started thinkin about my family when they are not with me, or maybe i should said, when im alone at home, i keep holding myself back when i about to entirely rely on my family, im not a kid anymore, i have to go my own way someday, but pls forgive my weakness, all i need is time, u know wat, i just cant afford to lose them, especially when i taste the tingling feeling of losing, everyone has their way to aim to, it might be not the same with u, i used to be assume tat someone might go the way tat i expect 'someone' will, but when u look at tis people went on the way wasn't the same with u, without turning back, u'll find out, the feeling was so real, everything changes, ppl changes, and it wouldn't be the same again, but only my family will always be mine whenever i am. . . sigh, im hungry again. . .