its 3:47am now, little keith still stick with da pc and not willing to sleep, not sleepy actually, and thinking a lot of useless stuff. . .i've been fall into a state of unconscioness the whole day, and instead of ' brunch', i should invest a new word which combined lunch and dinner to become one, maybe is 'lunner',(haha), totally crazy, not willing to sleep at this moment and just wanna said this kind of lame joke? wat a problematic student we have. . .
i dont even think too much, times not allowed me to dream my dream, and make a wild guess for my future, just attempt to solve all the frustrated problem ASAP, no more poverty, no more starvation, no more silent. . .lack of energy to figure out all the thing in once, sigh, im just XXX wannabe, too many stuff have to be done, too little motivation i have, how could u bare to ask a little kid to grow up in one morning? obstacle is essential for us to grow up. . . tats wat i cant deny, my imagination is far away beyond my mess circumstance, right, its quite sarcastic. . .
wat am i supposed to do at this moment? fall asleep in 1 minute? go out and buy cigarattes? or partying out my life? huh. . .who knows. . .