guilty

im not a good son,
not a good student as well. . .
so what would i be?
lifeless body, struggling with life. . .
life is beautiful?. . .maybe. . .
there is a lot of down, a lot of oops in my life,
just like a roller coaster,
but ultimately,
i still alive,
it doesnt mean tat i am brave enough to overcome all the things,
perhaps, it because of i still hav the ability to smile,
to laugh out loud,
to deceiving myself. . .
komenasai. . .
for everything. . .
komenasai,
i shouldnt let u down. . .
komenasai. . .